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Day 3: Grandma's House

Now send your character to his or her grumpy grandmother's house for a visit. Write the scene of your character's arrival.


"Who the fuck is that?"

I stifle an easy laugh as I hear a rustling behind the old, beat-down door. A short, scrawny old lady with wildly unkempt hair peers at me through the bug screen littered with holes.

I offer a smile.

"Who the fuck are you?"

It takes a moment. Then I hear the howling, cackling belly laugh that doesn't look like it should come from a woman of her size. She throws open the door and ushers me inside.

"It's good to see you, gam," I smile as I lean in to give her a hug. I feel a sharp smack at the back of my head.

"Where the hell have you been? You're as bad as your goddamn father. You never visit. I could be dead, you know."

I rub the sore spot and give her a smart glance. "I'm glad you're not." She shakes her head at me and snorts. It's hard to believe that's her way of saying "thank you."

The walls in her trailer are yellow and peeling from how much she smokes. I watch as the 80 year old woman takes a massive rip from a bong as big as she is, and smoothly breathe it into the humid air. There's a few fans running, but the thick heat of the Ontario summer pays no mind.

There's a faint smell of cat pee and microwave meals in the air, too, but everyone in this park is so close together that the smells could be coming from anywhere. I sit down a little too hard on the couch, and gam snaps at me to be careful.

Then she packs me a bowl and we get high together.

I guess it took me a while to say anything, or maybe I had a look on my face. I don't know. I feel my grandma grip a bony hand around my shoulder.

"You're not always gonna be fuckin' miserable, kid."

I smile again. She probably sees through it - mothers and grandmothers just get that sort of thing - but she doesn't say anything else.

There's kids running around outside, enjoying the final weeks of August, and their drunk parents aren't far off, arguing about the proper way to start a grill or what time the smoke shop closes. Sometimes, in a rare second of stillness, a ricocheting gunshot can be heard as the nearby hunters fell their prey.

"Do you think the people around here are happy?" I ask her quietly. I expect another stream of profanities, but she gives me another belly laugh, quieter and deeper this time. I look at her, and expect her to say something profound. Some of that generational wisdom I've heard so much about.

Instead she replies, "how the hell should I know how other people feel?"

She cuts me off before I can give her a snappy reply. "You know what your problem is? You worry too much about others, and about all these ideals. Your heads been in the clouds since you were a boy. That can be good. But come back down and talk it out with us once and a while, yeah? Nobody's gonna help you if you can't come out and say it."

I bring my knees in a little closer to my chest. I almost expect another smack.

"Are you happy, gams?"

I see an eyeroll and a withering glance. After a moment, the edge of her lip cracks up, and I see her reaching for her unnecessarily giant water pipe again.

"I've got a dumbass grandson and all the weed I can smoke, kid. What else is there to be happy about?"


A/N: Day 3 is LATE but here it is!!!! yay!!!!


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Thu, Nov. 5th, 2020 12:46 am
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tw: blood and self harm mentions //


Inhale. Exhale.

It takes a couple tries for my shitty lighter to catch, and as it does I hear the loud POP of my cheap cigarette lighting wrong. I feel a quick sear of hot ash land on my finger. I drop my smoke as I stick my burnt knuckle into my mouth. I watch as it rolls underneath the guardrail of the balcony and plummets the seven storeys to the ground below.

I simply blink at it and light another one. What's the point.

It's freezing outside. I haven't slept properly in days. The cacophony of the freeway makes it hard to hear my own thoughts - but, right now, that's a blessing.

Still, the moon is bright enough to count my breaths in the chilly air.

Inhale. Exhale.

I know I'm going to have to turn around soon. Confront the consequences of my frustrations and headaches.

But for now, I have me, my smoke, and the moon.

It tastes like a driveway and it burns like hell. I don't feel like I'm in my body. I don't know how long I've been sitting out here.

I wait until my fingers are blistered and throbbing. They toy with another butt in the carton for a moment, but I feel sick.

Inhale. Exhale.

The bite from the air mixes with the heaviness in my lungs. Not pleasant, but I can feel it.

Turn around.

I try to keep my eyes on the ground as I slink inside. It doesn't work. Immediately I'm confronted with reflective shards littering the ground, peppered with crimson.

Idiot.

I can see fragments of myself all over the floor, but I can't recognize the person. The material behind what used to be a mirror is slightly carved and bent, but you can tell the fist that made it was weak. Slow. Empty.

I grab one of the pieces and feel another warm, painful rush of blood down my palm and wrist. I should clean this all up. But I'm so tired.

I lay down among the glittering shards and light another cigarette. I can pretend it's alright for one more night.

Inhale. Exhale.


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Day 2: The First 60 Seconds

Think of three people in your life. Give your character the hair and laugh of person 1, the face and bedroom of person 2, and the wardrobe and mannerisms of person 3. This is your new protagonist. Feel free to give him or her any other characteristics you'd like. Give us an idea of who your character is by describing only the first 60 seconds of the character's day.


I don't want to get up.

I slowly crack open a crusty eye. Sunlight pours into the room, and the smoke-stained wallpaper looks even more sickly in the morning light than it did in my drunken 3am stupor. I pull a dirty plaid shirt off the floor. It smells like bongwater and stale popcorn - a grim reminder that work at the cinema starts in less than an hour - and lazily carry it to the bathroom with me. I have to manuever a bunch of the clothes and garbage on the ground into a straight path to get out, but it's worth it when I find a day-old bag of Cheetos. Breakfast is the most important meal, after all.

My hair is knotted and wild, but there really isn't a whole lot I can do about that. I've been meaning to shave it off, anyway. My shower takes less than 20 seconds. There's no hot water again.

I pack myself a quick bowl and nearly choke as heat sears my throat and lungs. I feel the familiar, tingling sensation, and the day feels much more bearable.

Shit. The bus. I check the time. I've already missed it.

Oh, well. Sparking up a joint, I grab my longboard and hit the sidewalk with an easy laugh. I don't get paid enough to give a shit.


A/N: Again, I submit this the night after but this archaeology assignment will be the death of me. This is probably a bit more than 60 seconds, but I'm glad it was a quick one!


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Day 1: A Walk Down Your Street Through the Eyes of Someone Else

Over ten years now, I've watched these places grow. Humans have come and gone, built and buried and argued over trivial things, like names and borders. I'd like to say it troubles me more, but it simply can't be helped. They'll never see the world the way we do.

From up here I could pluck the trees and carry them with me, all the way down to the equator, so they wouldn't lose their leaves during the harsh, Canadian winter and like my plumage, never lose their brilliant life.

I fly south when it gets cold and damp, ignoring borders and avoiding metal monstrosities humans use to get a glimpse of how we feel. I return to melting slush and tired faces, speaking a different language than the people I've observed during the winter, yet never as beautiful as my nomadic song.

In time, the snow melts and I'm coaxed out by the smells of lilacs and rain-soaked leaves. The sounds of a not-so-distant racetrack are overlaid by the occasional moo of a bovine feeling the springtime air after months of solitude. It's a strange little town, to be sure. But I've come to see it as my own.

It's easy to get lost in thought staring towards the river they call Grand. With it's dirt and grime, grand isn't the word I would use for it, necessarily. But perched up on this hill, overlooking farms and distant forests and the morning frost fades, it certainly gives a grand feeling.

The leaves reach a deep green as the temperature swells in the summer, and the sounds of motorcycles racing to the Great Lake Erie nearby soon join the chorus of racecars and cows. The air is thick with humidity and pollen now, but the forests are lush and silent. Here in the city of pine and oak is where I find my refuge until it's time to watch the sun be swallowed by the ebbing water.

As it turns to autumn, I know my time here grows short. It doesn't take long for the temperature to plummet and the leaves to turn, trying as they might to match my golden feathers. Frost lines the riverside grass, and the motors and cattle fall silent. I look longingly down the river, wondering if perhaps next year I could fly all the way to it's source and back again.

When the first snows fall, I'm already long forgotten, a simple curiosity until I return next spring. The long flight south doesn't seem to stretch so far as I observe many towns and many rivers and I find myself wondering if they, too, are just as grand.


A/N: Wooooh! So this was totally late since I've been really sick with medical-related stuff this weekend and also reading week just finished and I did..... almost none of the work I was supposed to. But that's okay! This is November Writing Challenge Day 1! Enjoy!!!


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Today 3:46 AM
are you awake?
i'm sorry. i'm in a bad place again.
why do i feel so unloved
everything is going well. i have friends that feel like friends. i think about the future for the first time in my life. i haven't self-harmed in months.
so then why do i still feel like i'm walking a metre outside my body? why does it still feel like i'm nobody's first choice.
why do i still feel like harming?
you're not suicidal you just had your hormone shot.
haha you're right.
my bad.
sorry i bothered you
:)
Today 5:23 AM
hey are you awake...
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UPCOMING

i know i haven't been particularly active here in the past year. apologies.

the plan for november will be to do this super neat daily writing challenge. so long as I'm able to pull myself away from my schoolwork.

a blessed samhuinn to you all and i hope you're as excited to read my coming stories as i am to share them with you.


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why must you romanticize the past?.
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